on the works

at ako'y nabuhay na magmuli... hehehe.. medyo matagal nawala, nagpapakamatay na ko sa bahay namin eh. kawawa na nga yung tv at yung ps. unting tulog na lang enrollment ko na.. can't wait. still have to buy some things for my dorm room... sabi ni inay yung ibibigay daw niyang curfew ko sa dorm eh 6pm.. syempre tutol ako! ngayon yata parang 10pm na or 12... di ko lam eh... basta yun.. medyo tinatamad ako mag-blog at kelangan ko pang pumunta sa ortho ko...
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watched the recruit last night with my mom. she slept through the whole thing. the movie was ohkay... kaya lang, bakit ganun yung kilay niya???

tangina! hanep si rex navarrete (tama ba?) check this out WE PACK ANYTHING
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nakakainis ka... kasi sabi mo uusap tayo.tapos yun nga, pinuntahan kita, umalis ka naman. kakaasar ka.

tangina!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah! ang sarap mabuhay! ang saya saya ng concert... nahawakan ko chito!!!!!!! *ohmygod* ang guapo ni vince, pero mas crush ko si kakdi ng rivermaya.. :) ha! may autograph na ko nila. at may mga pics pa... post ko nga dito yun pag na-scan ko na. ang saya saya ko. masakit man sa paa, worth it naman.

haaaayyy, ang sarap dito sa cnb. malamig. kanina nung nasa bahay ako, tatlong e-fan yung nakatapat sa kin.
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concert na mamaya, the annual black saturday jam! at for the first time i'm going with my friends hindi relatives. for the past four years, wala pa akong na-miss, so hopefully eh hindi ko mamiss yung ngayon. :) at last, nandito na rin si chai.

_Something About You_Five for Fighting_

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that

And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
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swatch together! :) honey thanks sa pagpopost ng lyrics...
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ngayon ko lang napagtanto, makikita ko na si luis palagi. :) saka si vaseline boy saka si "miss, blue casing meron kayo?" aka jerome guidotti. engineering student, junior next term. still fishing other facts about him... :) at may nahanap na akong tao na magbibigay sa kin ng pix niya. heheh!
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i am so over reminiscing na... i can't wait for summer to end, i can't stand waiting for my classes to start especially now that i really loooove my course. gusto ko nang bumili ng mga gamit para sa dorm ko!!!!
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its been five days since graduated... and i can't help going back... sa 4 years stint ko at the regional science high school 3, my last year has been the most eventful. sobra! masya, malungkot, nakakahiya at kung ano ano pang mga pangyayari... it all happened to me during my senior year.

happy memories ko:
1. ang mga never ending lessons in stoichiometry courtesy of ma'am garcia, my chem2 teacher.
2. ang mga unang hirit practices, kahit na palpak masaya pa rin.
3. the never ending jokes shared by every single copper.
4. natural! ang pagkapanalo bilang ms. photogenic nung bb. agham. (yabang ko!) :)
5. ang walang hanggang kakatawa thanks to chai
6. pagkain ng kamias sa ilalim ng mangga.
7. pagkain ng mangga sa ilalim ng african tulip(???)
8. ang mga monkeys (literal as in unggoy) na nagreredecorate sa aming room.
9. ang pang-aasar sa aming adviser na kapapalaot lamang.
10. yung nutrition month jingle
11. the sci-awit contest
12. the countless food trips that i've been on in the cafeteria
13. the countless times that i've slept, i mean "we" pala, through our classes
14. syempre, ang graduation.

sad memories ko:
1. unti lang naman eh...
2 the silent treatment i gave avi when she told me na sila na ni jandy (sobrang unfair ko nun)
3. yung silent treatment na ibinigay sa kin ni tara dahil sa mga di ko sinabi sa kanya (promise, di na mauulit. pag may boylet akong nakita ikaw yung unang makakaalam basta ba may load ako.)
4. yung pag-alis ni roi (di ko talaga ma-take na napaiyak niya ko)
5. syempre ang graduation

mag nakakabwiset memories:
1. ang mga lecture tungkol sa economics. minsan kasi sobrang nakakairita na...
2. ang never-ending na pakikialam ni buntis sa kanyang mga estudyante. (ano bang masama sa mga suot namin nung js?!)
3. ang pagkakakita ko sa adviser ko araw-araw

now, if only i knew where i could classify "it"

i just got back from dlsu. god knows how tired i am. went there to see if my request for a change of course was granted and... it was granted! my new course is under the Lia-Com program, i'll be majoring in AB Psychology minor in BSC Legal Management.. :) the line was so damn long. when i got my results, i was looking like a complete idiot walking around DLSU with this dopey grin on my face, even while i was on the lrt...
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its the third time this month that someone mistook me for someone who was already studying in DLSU, they keep saying na "So, Soph ka na dito?" and all i give them is this puzzled look on my face. i have to stop walking around the taft area looking like a harrassed Lasallian daw...

the question is "Mukha ba akong Lasalista?!"

fave lines from movies...

From Chasing Amy

Alyssa: Why are we stopping?
Holden: Because I can't take this.
Alyssa: Can't take what?
Holden: I love you.
Alyssa: You love me?
Holden: I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know...I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.
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While You Were Sleeping...

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Have you ever fallen in love with
someone you haven't even talk to?
Or have you ever, like seen somebody?
And you knew that, if only that person
really knew you, they would of course dump
the perfect model that they were with, and
realize that you were the one that they
wanted to, just, grow old with?
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City of Angels

I would rather have had
One breath of her hair,
One kiss from her mouth,
One touch of her hand,
Than eternity without it. One.

grabe, haven't posted anything since grad... nakakamiss yung blog ko sobra.. i don't know how to type na.. so as of 8:40 pm last friday i am officially a graduate of the Regional Science High School 3 and now on vacation. :) ayun, super iyakan kami nung grad. god! i am gonna miss those crazy guys and gals.. i miss them na nga already eh... shit!
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ang ingay ni chai. ang lakas na naman niya manlait... ni hindi ko alam kung sino naman yung nilalait niya ngayon...

chai's new title for her blog is G A R A P O N. *lol* anyway, grad is just round the corner and i'm afraid that i'm gonna sleep through the whole thing.

Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.


How Emotional Are You?
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ano ba yan? all of the tests i took lagi na lang angry! sana naman one of these days maiba yung result kahit depressed okay na... pero this just shows na bagay talaga ako sa course ko!
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Lestat - Gentleman death are you. You are so very
complex, that even those who are close to you
don't even understand you. The years
have turned you into the vicious, sex god,
killer that you are today. You are truly a
vampire in every sense of the word. Kudos!!


What Anne Rice vampire are you?
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what did i do to deserve this?
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very fucked.


what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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yeah, right.
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listening to: unwell by matchbox20 (astig din pala to...)

was poring over my chem notes when i saw this entire page filled with the signature of the-guy-i-shared-a-kiss-which-i-totally-regret-today together with these two song titles: big yellow taxi and time after time. btw, the last time i saw this notebook of mine was december last year.
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creepy thing happened last night. woke up at around 3am with cold sweat on my forehead and scared shitless. don't know why but i didn't dream anything scary naman. fucking incident gives me the creeps and now i got goosebumps all over.
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so i finally saw my friends na . and as it turns out medyo we won't be able to see each other that much pa. baka the next time we'll see each each other will be on the 11th na, mismong graduation. i feel like crap right now having nothing better to do. i don't get why people like smoking marlboro, it fucking doesn't taste good unlike west ice. which reminds me, i need to buy another pack. can you believe that the vendo machine in burgundy sells west ice for like 80 pesos!?! that is whacked! eh i can get my packs here in gapo for 50 pesos lang... ooh, i'ma go out and have a fag now.
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guapo niya noh?

i just realized how cool my dorm is today.. its so fucking unbelievable. we have our own ref, tv and microwave inside the room. curfew is like 12. we have a freakin study hall.
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watched sharon last night and i can say is kc is so ganda. super! and luis is so guapo naman lalo na when he speaks. cutie na, smells nice pa. :) they look so good together they should be a couple na. anyway, today's a holiday and i'm still stuck at home with nothing to do. i finished fixing my sched for the next month or so, and there are still some things that i need to do like:
1. get an xray
2. get enrolled
3. have a medical/dental check-up
4. get oriented
5. but things for my dorm room
6. get acquainted
7. learn to cook

anyway, the list will have to wait, graduation's not until the 11th... and i haven't attended a single practice (guys tell me naman if i'm missing out on something there). was absent for a whole damning week. was so sick that i couldn't really move "move" and even my bones (literally!) were hurting. oh well, i can't wait to see my friends and classmates tomorrow. which reminds me, i gotta buy a black marker and reserve a blouse for them to write something on, or p.e. tshirt ko na lang kaya... and i do hope avi doesn't kill me when she sees me.

Points to Remember:
1. The nearest LRT station to DLSU is Vito Cruz and not Gil Puyat as I used to believe. And a ticket costs 12 pesos.
2. The street my dorm is located in, is Estrada and not Leon Guinto, pag nakita mo yung Providence sa kanan just keep walking straight and you’ll eventually end up there.
3. BEWARE of seniors who will be on a power trip this coming LPEP.
4. I need to have an X-ray for my medical on May 12.
5. Enrollment for CLA students is on May 8.
6. The orientation schedule for CLA students is on May 19-20.
7. Orient1 is a university requirement and will be credited as a graded course in the First Trimester.
8. There is no smoking in the dorm, but the study hall has a smoking area (go figure…).
9. Magtipid! Magtipid! Magtipid! Magtipid!
10. McDo isn’t the only place to eat.
11. The first day of classes will be on May 26.
12. I have to move my things to the dorm by May 23.
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And I haven’t even graduated yet.

okay, i am off to la salle tomorrow to have my slot confirmed... i can't believe it! i am going to study in my dream school, finally! :) after that, i am going to do some serious dorm hunting and clothes shopping... we don't have freaking uniforms there! then after that, i have to do some serious commuting to memorize roads to and fro... ah well, can't find the right words to say... i am so giddy..
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avi, advanced happy bday!